Thoughts of an unromantic

What I have, is my own time. What I don't has, is a role of it's user. Everything apart me, became my time. In my life, I am a non-existent cruiser. Enjoying moments are rare. One has to find it,genuinely; Despite being present everywhere. One has to feel for it, heartily; Savoring it every second with care. While, making one's life lovely. How could I say to you! The weird moments in my brain, Which often get evoke as feelings. Every-time, when I am with you. How much ever depressed I am! A glance at you would relieve me.  Like a magnet, my eyes earns to see; The source of love, that left my heart in a jam. How it is happening, I am clueless. The emotions in me becoming words, Which are fusing into musical chords. The life of mine is down to poems of artless.  How could it be better than before; The passions I get, the moment I see you. Whenever I thought, I may not get anymore, I always end up writing my t

Needless of me to say; In words, while I could convey. The love, I have for you, By taking utmost care of you. I kept you in our world of bliss; Staying with you, in every moment. I never, had let you became despondent, Guarding, your smile, from going amiss. How much, I had wished for you. That to stay with me, like always. Now the time is estranging you; Away from me, parting our ways. Every second of my life, is scary. When, I think about my future in wary. Despair is all, I could feel in me.  Still,a smile, is what, you could see on me. Needless of you to say. As your eyes, glisteningly convey. The love, you have for me, as ever; Together with regret of leaving me forever. The world is becoming dark around me. As the sheen is weaning off - to be part of you. Let it be with you, as a part of me. Along in your journey of death - taken by you.

A breeze is blowing so softly As I watch the trees dancing with the flow The clouds has covered the sky,shortly Filling up the air with petrichor  I stood as the rain lashed at me Jolting up all the memories in me A feeling strangely engulfed me high I laughed rather than heaving a sigh Pleasant smell of petrichor Making simulation in the mind Heart, meanwhile set to find The other heart, for its stolen soul When the memories of you down-poured Like the gushing rainfall from sky I realized, why do you gladly cry whenever you see my eyes telling "you are adored" There is no respite for me From the light of dark clouds In the dead of night's blacken sea While the patience is running out I have to be a host of despair Until a ray of hope(you) fills me My thoughts are on you; thinking, Wherever you are,however you are. My heart's door kept ajar, awaiting; Return of yours, taking it as yours

Where were you, all those days Where every second of it, was lonelier Why haven't you entered my life earlier Why now, when everything is in haze  Down the road I met you When I just have lost the hope  I was rude and scorned at you Yet you embraced me with love  I was dumbfounded by your act Like an angel you stood there Looking into my eyes with utmost care Melting my anger,hatred as it's impact Warmth of your presence is so lovely I am so enthralled at the sudden change Are you the one who is making me lively What is it that I am feeling? It is so strange. It's love that I am filling in you You replied me, in affectionate tone You spoke for the first time as a cue Ah! In a sweet voice that you own When I met you I lost myself to you You came to my life Filling happiness in rife