Thoughts of an unromantic

A voice out of blue Ringing in my head As I had failed to read The Signs of love in you Stimulating waves of emotions Lurking inside the heart aplenty Chancing to burst out in tears Breaking the grip over the pain We happened to be afraid To confess the long overdue Of our ardours; as we swayed Due to fear of it being askew Our life is so dim What to do, come-on Can’t we light it on our whim? To save it from going oblivion Awake our conviction from slumber By shooing away the ignorant night Jolting us from dreams in lumber Confusion will breed as we catch our sight Let us ease our mind To make neurons flow The Signals in a row For the ideas we should find Leaving the tension with wind In order to make our life aglow Life will be in the shine of a kind While our love blooms like a rainbow

Today, here I am; at my life. Looking out for you all over. How could I reach you faster, without the details of you in rife. Yesterday, we were friends.  Looking after each other.  How did we ended up as unknowns; catering our ambitions alone. Those were the days, Where our only worry is what to lie; For the home work we skipped. We used to be naive but happy. We matured along with our dreams of life, But forgot how to smile properly. Passage of time made us lonely, As the care we had went missing. You too might have felt same, slowly. Like I did when I started reminiscing. A world I am searching, where I forget everything.  A life to enjoy at my leisure, without a bother about future. A time just for living as me; Only possible if you are beside me. Would I make it to you, before its too late. For us to start a life with each other. I am sure, you too regret, about our fate; Of  waiting for our lost love to gather. I will reach you, my love. Wait for

Thoughts are rushing in my mind, Breaking the barricade of silence. The time I feel,acting as my guidance, In enshrining the love in my heart, in kind. Endeavors of life, are such a mystery; Which gives us plentiful surprises. Never meeting our expectation history. While, astonish us with the better prizes. Those days I cherished, in loneliness. Curiously became a feat, even to think. Now,I could not live even a second alone. Without your presence, pulling me along. An ebb of shyness enshrouding me. While, I think of you affectionately. What is there with me! to share genuinely When, you are the whole world to me. Fear of losing you is on my mind, When I think about confessing my love. Even though, my heart assures your love. What if, your love on me is unlike mine! Here I am,contemplating over, due to rile, while watching the passing clouds in the sky. The graceful movements telling me to smile, As I realized, your heart is already at my standby. How

A music which is so enticing Had tuned out of nowhere Like a wandering seer I got lost in the world of musing Time passed on & on with no worry As I stood in reverie I was humming along Until you came around Lifting your gaze for the source of sound Floating a smile when you found I saw; as it fastened my heart beat As a smile dances on your lips Captivating my mind like a drizzle Let me lose myself in a moment of bliss Until,a typhoon drowns me to my senses I had a feeling of amiss Not knowing what it is I was so curious to find Why am I losing my mind The kind gaze of yours,  Is cooling off my loneliness; Ever since I became a stone. On seeing you smiling at me, Your face held my eyes captive. Under the veil of your enchanted alluring smile, My loyal heart became your possession. I became a pauper, left being heartless;  Thronging for a place in your heart. Do not give a thought about my heart, Which has ditched me for you; In order to us

What I have, is my own time. What I don't has, is a role of it's user. Everything apart me, became my time. In my life, I am a non-existent cruiser. Enjoying moments are rare. One has to find it,genuinely; Despite being present everywhere. One has to feel for it, heartily; Savoring it every second with care. While, making one's life lovely. How could I say to you! The weird moments in my brain, Which often get evoke as feelings. Every-time, when I am with you. How much ever depressed I am! A glance at you would relieve me.  Like a magnet, my eyes earns to see; The source of love, that left my heart in a jam. How it is happening, I am clueless. The emotions in me becoming words, Which are fusing into musical chords. The life of mine is down to poems of artless.  How could it be better than before; The passions I get, the moment I see you. Whenever I thought, I may not get anymore, I always end up writing my t

Needless of me to say; In words, while I could convey. The love, I have for you, By taking utmost care of you. I kept you in our world of bliss; Staying with you, in every moment. I never, had let you became despondent, Guarding, your smile, from going amiss. How much, I had wished for you. That to stay with me, like always. Now the time is estranging you; Away from me, parting our ways. Every second of my life, is scary. When, I think about my future in wary. Despair is all, I could feel in me.  Still,a smile, is what, you could see on me. Needless of you to say. As your eyes, glisteningly convey. The love, you have for me, as ever; Together with regret of leaving me forever. The world is becoming dark around me. As the sheen is weaning off - to be part of you. Let it be with you, as a part of me. Along in your journey of death - taken by you.

A breeze is blowing so softly As I watch the trees dancing with the flow The clouds has covered the sky,shortly Filling up the air with petrichor  I stood as the rain lashed at me Jolting up all the memories in me A feeling strangely engulfed me high I laughed rather than heaving a sigh Pleasant smell of petrichor Making simulation in the mind Heart, meanwhile set to find The other heart, for its stolen soul When the memories of you down-poured Like the gushing rainfall from sky I realized, why do you gladly cry whenever you see my eyes telling "you are adored" There is no respite for me From the light of dark clouds In the dead of night's blacken sea While the patience is running out I have to be a host of despair Until a ray of hope(you) fills me My thoughts are on you; thinking, Wherever you are,however you are. My heart's door kept ajar, awaiting; Return of yours, taking it as yours

Where were you, all those days Where every second of it, was lonelier Why haven't you entered my life earlier Why now, when everything is in haze  Down the road I met you When I just have lost the hope  I was rude and scorned at you Yet you embraced me with love  I was dumbfounded by your act Like an angel you stood there Looking into my eyes with utmost care Melting my anger,hatred as it's impact Warmth of your presence is so lovely I am so enthralled at the sudden change Are you the one who is making me lively What is it that I am feeling? It is so strange. It's love that I am filling in you You replied me, in affectionate tone You spoke for the first time as a cue Ah! In a sweet voice that you own When I met you I lost myself to you You came to my life Filling happiness in rife